I went to canada with my significant other after a month long conversations with Matt over the phone! He was very comfoting and usppotive while I was still using and getting ready for my first treatment! After a month a drove over the borderstill very high, and after a 10 hour drive, found myself surrounded by a beautiful nature, where Native Americans used to hang hubndreds of years ago! Matt's house is located right in the middle of the forest with treees, ponds and animals all around! The setting is perfect for mind and the energy in that place is very strong! Upon my arrival I was greeted by a sweet= sweet guy and his wonderful girl! I felt at home right away and my significant other felt the same, therefore leaving me to Matt for the next 4 days!! AFter few hours of my arrival I started to go into a withdrawl and MAtt knew when is the perfect time to administer the first test dose. I told Matt about my previous experiniences with psychedliks and huge amount of lSD taken in my teenage years. I also informed him about medical issues which I have so Matt was very careful about administring ibogaine to me. To be honest I have not felt anything after the test dose, as I was laying in a warm bed in the guest room, so MAtt gave me four more doses over the next 12 hours. However with Matt's therapy I realized thast I am not in withdraewl any longer. I was just laying in bed , and didnt want to go or move anywhere. time went by fast and I didnt realize it was night time already. First dose given to me around 6 pm. Around 2 am MAtt gave me more Ibogaine cause I was not getting any visual effect, nor mind trip. Matt said it may be atrributed to me using lots of psychedliks ot I am be 1% of people who do not get the visuals. I really wanted to have a mind trip, but it didnt come. Maybe i should of thought less and just go with the flow, but after hearing many storys of people seeing their lifes in front of them and crazy trips, i was a bit dissapointed i dont get the same result. But I was not sick and after 12 years of using large amounts of dope , and coke = speedbaling, for the first time I was not in the withdrawls after so many hours of not using. The withdrawl did not come , I just felt very week and tired. I could not sleep but i knew it is one of the side effects of ibogaine and also of course after many years of usin, my reseptros were too fucked up. I will not tell about my dose, or how much I used a day, just i tell you it was a lot and for ,looong time! As any addict i was most afraid of the withdrawl, amatt told me that my receptors are reset and I am like a new born person again!! Basically m y brain was addiction free and "never knew what addiction was". However I defintely felt the body effects of Ibogaine, cause I could not walk and the light was really disturbing to me. Ataxia was experineced so I knew the medicine is wokring. Matt was careful ab out giving me Ibogaine, and gave me 5 doses with 2 hour breaks btween them. Maybe it would be better to get the flood dose at 1 time, But Matt knew what he was doing and didt want to risk, since he knew I was bullshiting when I kept telling him I I dont feel it. The morning came and I was restless. Matts' girl made me a light breakfast , which was really delicious, and I was chilling with my new friends in the living room, just relaxing and taking it easy. Surpisingly I did not want to smoke cigarettes, and they seeme ddisguisting to me. I quit ! The day went by pretty fast and second night i was still under the influence of Ibogaine. I puked 3-4 times on the seocnd night, and my stomach was pretty bad. All the "shit" was coming out of me, so i was in the bathroom for few hours. I stayed there for the next two days and Matt took great care of me, by talking, expleining, mentoring, and telling me his own experiences from life and listening to mine. I was soo happy I was free from dope at last! My significant other came to visit me on the 3 day and was shocked by my fresh appearence and different look I had in my eyes and on my face! Everyone was happy! I left back to home, feeling more stronger and making plans for the future! I would reccomnd Matt's deep knowledge of how to perform a perfect treatment and psychotherapy to anyone who is planing to quit that evil shit. He is a great psychologist and just a very very kind person! Super friendly and has a great energy and vibe! So does his great girfriend!! I keep in touch with MAtt when I have hard times and he has been super supportive to me always! Thank you Matt and GF!